kumi the gojes

the end

2011-04-01T02:05:00.007+08:00

bye bye gojes!

move to new blog.

to be continued in si kumi

looking for someone

2011-03-30T04:19:00.003+08:00

i am

looking for someone to scold me if i'm doing something stupid

looking for someone who can listen & support me when i'm down

looking for someone who can give an advice when i'm in trouble

looking for someone that makes me feel safe when i'm with him

looking for someone who can makes me listen to him

looking for someone who can watch over me

looking for someone who can protect me

looking for someone that can guide me

looking for someone who cares about me

someone who can take care of me

when i need him, he'll be there for me

i need that someone

someone that makes me think yes, yes, you are the one for me

where can i find that someone?

i think i had one before. someone called a friend. when he's around i felt erm safe. and what did he said makes me listen to him. but he has been taken. -____-

so ..maybe i should find another one lahh. this time for real. hope so insyaAllah

and you, mr romeo totally out of it.

I'll never be the same if we ever meet again.

step step step stepek

2011-03-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

step 1 : don't bla bla bla

step 2 : forget bla bla bla

step 3 : just playing dumb bla bla bla

kartika malini : u can do it baby doll

yes!! i can do it :)

jerantut

2011-03-28T02:46:00.009+08:00

hello !! i'm home already. i mean shah alam okay not dungun (damn! i miss dungun :/).

my weekend at jerantut was awesome :D

plus boleh makan sedap2. hehe. banyak gile ako makan kan yana?

mcm org membela cik hanttttt

ako sampai jerantut agak lewatla. lam 2 pg camtu. sampai umah terus mampos.

sebab pe lewat ? erm, sebab i met those guys at flaming steamboat before went back to jerantut. orang belanjaa harus pegila kan.

thanks for the treat nyahh ;))

had a wonderful delicious yummy steamboat. melebih lebih la plak.

haha. whatever

***************

the next day, sabtu, ako ngan yana g mandy air terjun

patotnye pagi tu g kubur ade tahlil ape ntah tapi kami terbabas. g kubur lam mimpi je ;p

so ptg tu before g kat air terjun nk g la kubur kononnye.

adakah kami pergi? adakah? adakah? adakah? notttttttt..kami tak g. hehe

ako ngan yana blakon je pakai bju kurung tu tapi kiteorang melencong tempat laen. kiteorang trs g mandy air terjun. da la takdee orang (tak ramaila mksudnya) so besttttt laa plus sejokkk gile :)) tapi mandy jap je sbb hujan -.-"

otw balek umah benti makan mee celup. ops lupe mase balek tu kiteorang tak salin baju

pastu sampai kat kedai mee celup tu kiteorang lajak sket. salin bju lam kete

agagaga.. harap2 takde org nmpk. kalo nmpk pon nak wat cane. rezeki la tu :P

malam tu pusing2 pekan jerantut.

balek umah maen poker ngan angah yana & the geng. suke eh korang buli ako?

huh..tak heran langsung. nnti kite maen poker g eh ^^

jeng jeng. lakonan semata mata

macam makcik kan kami? haha (lam bju kurung ni i da pakai tshirt siap2)

cakkk !!

tuka uniform

waiting for mee celup

tadaaa

ptg tadi bru ako ngn yana g kubur. org g kubur pagi tapi kiteorang g time maghrib. huuu

takot gak. tapi wat wat kental la, janji niat baek. so after bace yasin we went back home.

packed all the stuff. gerak balek s.alam.

p/s :

mr. x : best balek jerantutt?

me : best laaa

bape kali nak tanye soalan tu.

ako cakap best, best laaa. ish

and

thanks mama yana masak best2 untuk sy. nextime sy nak g lagi.

sugar glider

2011-03-25T14:53:00.002+08:00

craving for thiss !!!

you broke it stupid!

2011-03-25T14:16:00.005+08:00

okay okay

enough lahhh with all the broken heart whatsoeverr

i need to get my life back

so fadiana

pls pls

need your favor :)

need you to watch over me

watch je pls

hahaha *gfms*

p/s : this week gonna spend my weekend at fadiana's home. recovery la kononnyee.. what the hell? plus i taknak jumpe sape sape yang berkenaan. so take care and love u bebeh ! before that, i nak g ronggeng dulu. chow :)

Bruno Mars - Grenade

2011-03-25T13:01:00.000+08:00

Can't Fight This Feeling

2011-03-24T16:31:00.004+08:00

Why don't you, why don't you, why don't you come to me ?
Why don't you, why don't you, why don't you come to me ?

'Cause I just can't fight this feeling
We should be lovers, we should be lovers

p/s : should we be lovers?

can anyone fix me?

2011-03-23T18:18:00.004+08:00

you broke my heart for the second time

mesti u rase bestkan broke hati i

due kali plak tu

thanksss

really appreciate it

so here i am again

waiting for someone who could fix me

cause i'm broken again

i trusted a person but still broke it

can anyone fix me?

golfingg

2011-03-23T01:43:00.006+08:00

golf-ingg? errr..
yeah
i've made it today
with miss fadiana :)

bestt gile
plus boleh cuci cuci mate

ye ah
laki hensem kiri kanan mane tak best
hahah

ye, i gatal. so what?

nah pics i bergolf-ing

ye ye ooo je kan

padahal tak reti pukul pon

ngeeee

p/s : boleh plak main pakai slipe jepun kan.. hehe

hey romeo

2011-03-22T14:56:00.004+08:00

hey romeo

do i look i give a fuck to you?

i'd rather not knowing you than feeling stupid like thiss !

and i don't have to please anyone especially you

it's not because i can't

it's just because i don't want to

hujan

2011-03-22T14:17:00.005+08:00

hye peeps

heeeee

pagi tadi i terlajak tido

so i terponteng class account

*sigh

and supposed this afternoon i have class at 2

but i'm at home

erm, why eh?

it's not because i malas ke ape

it's because the rain

no no no

i don't blame that rain

hujan tu kan rahmat

but today tak berapa nak rahmat for me

yelaa

i da siap awal

cantek cantek nak g kelas

semangat nih

then i turun

sembang sembang ngan jiran sebelah

fami : nak ujan ni

me : yeke? erm, xpela..sempat je ni smpai fac

bla bla blaa..

then i blah

sambil menyanyi riang atas superbike

kat tasek

tak hujan lagi

masuk pagar uitm

pon tak hujan lagi

sampai depan fac engineering

okay i da nampak sume orang duk pegang payung

hujan cam lebat je tapi i wat wat kental

i gerak je

then u know what happened?

i basah kuyup

hujan lebat gile gilee

muke senyum je tapi

lam aty ni i duk maki bagai nak gile

i pon straight je sampai kat fac

benti

i sarung baju hujan then i pusing balek umah

gile kao nak g class ngan baju basah kuyup cam tu

memang tak ah

sampai umah tuka baju ngadap lappy

hehee

i bukan nak on9 pon

i nak siapkan assignment i

ni tak on9 ke?

er, okay i on9

tapi jap je

k bye !

2.41 am

2011-03-22T02:57:00.005+08:00

tengah tengah semangat wat assigment

tetibe

*beep beep*

bunyi handphone

text from yaya

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ako rindu mu sangat sangat k

ako rindu mu ngan nisa

ako tunggu mu balik k.

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okay. terharu gile

sweet ngat mu ya

ako pon rindu mu gop

erm.. nnti ako balek k

p/s : i miss both of you. and i miss my momma. sila tunggu sy balek dungun k.

thanks wawa !

2011-03-14T01:33:00.002+08:00

Perihal hati, menurut Ibnu Qayyim,

Di dalam hati manusia terdapat kekuatan – tidak terurai kecuali menerima kehendak Allah.
Di dalam hati terdapat keganasan – tidak hilang kecuali berjinak dengan Allah.
Di dalam hati terdapat kesedihan – terlerai dengan menyukai Allah dan berhubung baik dengan-Nya.
Di dalam hati terdapat kegelisahan – tenang dan damai jika berjumpa dengan-Nya dan berlari mendapatkan-Nya.
Di dalam hati terdapat api penyesalan – terpadam dengan redha pada suruhan, larangan, qada’ dan sentiasa sabar sehingga menemui-Nya.
Di dalam hati terdapat hajat – tidak terbendung kecuali dengan kecintaan kepada Allah SWT, memohon kepada-Nya, ikhlas dan sentiasa dalam berzikir.

Sikap orang mukmin yang benar

1.Kenapa aku diuji?

“Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan: ‘kami telah beriman’, sedangkan mereka belum diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang yang dusta.” (QS Al-Ankabut: 2-3)

2.Kenapa tidak beroleh yang aku harapkan?

“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia sangat baik bagimu dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia sangat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” (QS Al-Baqarah: 216)

3. Kenapa aku diuji seberat ini?

Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.” (QS Al-Baqarah: 286)

4. Aku rasa kecewa…

“Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jangan pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang paling tinggi darjatnya jika kamu orang beriman.” (QS Ali-Imran :139)

5. Bagaimana sebaik cara aku menghadapinya?

“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara kebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh di medan perjuangan, dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kepada Allah, supaya kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan).” (QS Ali-Imran: 200)

“Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan solat, kerana sesungguhnya solat itu sangatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk.” (QS Al-Baqarah: 45)

6. Apakah yang aku peroleh daripada semua ini?

“Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli daripada orang-orang mukmin, diri dan harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka.” (QS At-Taubah: 111)

7. Kepada siapa patut aku berharap?

“Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari-Nya. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakkal.” (QS At-Taubah:129)

8. Aku tidak dapat bertahan lagi…

“…dan janganlah kamu berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tidak berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir.” (QS Yusuf: 12)

kawan lagi

2011-03-13T05:07:00.002+08:00

kawan time kite senang cam ramai je kan

tapi kawan time kite susah ade ke?

ade? ade? ade?

okay. takde.

sometimes musuh kite tu la kawan kite sebenarnya

tapi kite tak pernah nampak sume tu

bile da terkene

barula kite realize

oh die la kawan kite sebenarnya

thanks sbb jadi musuh sy

sebab awk da menyedarkan sy.

when romeo meets juliet

2011-03-04T17:38:00.003+08:00

when romeo meets juliet

sumenye indah indah

tapi bile da jaoh

sumenye kabur

what's wrong with you romeo?

Keinsafan - krabat

2011-03-02T20:15:00.002+08:00

untuk mat2 dadah berhentilah hisap dadah. PEACE!!

by AHMAD RIDHUAN. : )

tamak

2011-03-01T22:46:00.004+08:00

erm,

tamak ke kalo sume i nak bolot?

tamak kan??

haih, buruk je perangai i

i tak nak tamak tamak

cukupla pe yang i ade

da tamak

go away !

frust

2011-02-25T10:41:00.004+08:00

i frust

frust sangat sangat

frust frust frust !!!

frust mende dop auw

*sigh

M2M- Pretty Boy

2011-02-13T17:21:00.000+08:00

drama queen

2011-02-12T04:38:00.008+08:00

sometimes

i cakap laen i buat laen

i janji laen i buat laen

hati cakap a tapi i buat b

hati nak a tapi i cakap i nak b

then mule la i nak nyesal bla bla bla

sometimes

i said i am careless

but actually i care

i wat wat tak kesah

tapi sebenarnya i sangat sangat kesah

i wat camtu

sebab i nak jaga ati u

atao sebenarnya i lebih nak jaga ati i sendiri

but then i yang rasa sakit

it's hurt

seriously

i tak salahkan u

i tak salahkan sape sape

i salahkan diri sendiri

i yang tak betol

i tak harapkan pape

just pls

tolong jaga ati i

sebab ati i sensitif gile

i ni nampak je ganas

tapi ati i ati taman

tolong

jangan lukakan ati i lagi

sebab luka luka yang ade ni belom sembuh

i tak sanggup nak tanggung luka baru

u bajet i gelak gelak i suka

u bajet i nanges nanges i sedih

i pon keliru

whether i gelak sebab suka

or i nanges sebab sedih

takde sape faham i

sebab i pon tak faham ngan diri i

i penat

i letih

cukuplah drama queen arini

ST 12-PUSPA(PUTUSKAN SAJA PACARMU)

2011-02-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

stress stress stress

2011-02-09T15:16:00.003+08:00

hello peeps !

i stress

i nak tido tapi i takleh tido
ntah pekene ngan otak i
duk pusing2 macam buai funfair
stress !!

pastu i ade masalah jiwa
jiwa kacao
serabut gile weh
ni pon wat i stress

banyak plak nak stress kan
ni pon stress
wattafish !

erm,
to her i apologize
sebab i takde niat pon nak rampas boyfriend you
kiteorang just kawan je

maybe u jeles sebab kiteorang rapat sangat tp
seriously i memang takde niat nak rampas boyfriend u
kalo i nak boyfriend u
da lame i wat camtu
nape nak tggu skang bru i nak rampas

i ngan boyfriend u memang closed
so kalo u nak jeles i nak wat camne
sebab dari dulu u da tao mende tu
and u accepted that
nape skang nak kua isu i nak rampas boyfriend u
i rase isu tu tak patot timbul
and jangan suke2 tuduh i
sebab tuduhan u tu tak betol
kalo betol now i leh jumpe u
cakap depan u
yes, i nak boyfriend u
tapi masalahnye i tak nak
so pls faham

to him
i sayang u
tapi i sayang u as a friend
dua jiwa satu hati :)

to her
i apologize

to him
i tao nape i sayang u
don't ask me because i don't have the answer
its out of sudden
mesti u bosan,serabut & stress ngan i kan
sebab i pon stress ngan diri i
kalo u takot i kecewa terluka what so ever
it's okay
yang kecewa i
yang terluka pon i
so no worries

i pon xtaola
stupid ass

i just need sometime
so i harap erm u pls be patient yeh
i cam selfish gile kan
i tak nak jadi selfish
so pls pls pls
pls be patient and give me sometime

sayang tak semestinye memiliki -.-"
GFMS

Legacy - dua jiwa satu hati

2011-02-08T01:16:00.002+08:00

Sukarnya ku nyatakan
Perasaan padamu
Yang semakin menebal
Bersemi di kalbuku

Sungguhpun demikian
Terpaksa ku terima
Hakikat yang sebenarnya
Diri ini sebenarnya dicintai

Beratnya hati ini untuk melepaskanmu
Sudah pasti kau luka
Dan andai ku pilihmu jadi kekasihku
Bagaimana dengan dia yang terdahulu menyintaiku

Kiniku bersendiri
Dari menyinta keduanya
Tak mungkinkan terjadi
Dua jiwa satu hati

very the jiwang karat
dedicated this song specially to me
him her him her him him her & her
ramainye

whateverrlahh! -.-'

wedding part 1

2011-02-04T19:28:00.007+08:00

*3 february 2011*

Wedding day

Dear Ridz Yusoff & Sis Yana

Wishing you God’s blessing on your Wedding Day
And may he always be the heart of your marriage
The light of your home
And the eve-present partner in your life together

*4 february 2011*

Engagement day

Dear Lina Bakar & Zaiful Azuan

Congratulations, all the best & be happy !

D-Va - Aku Dia Dan Kamu

2011-01-24T19:55:00.004+08:00

1024111 - thanks ! manisnya chenta da jadi pahitnya chenta ;p . it was sucks yet i've no regret so a big smile lahh ;)

SH birthday partyy

2011-01-23T05:37:00.006+08:00

happy birthday amad & baby bard

have a blast !

p/s : also happy birthday to my kuzie, wawa. sorry lmbt wish ;)

shisha holics !

2011-01-22T06:49:00.002+08:00

morningg all !!

haishh, awl je kan i bangun

err, actually i tak tido lagi

i baru balek from mcd

duk melepak sambil bermain kad

with khaira & shisha holics :)

da name pon shisha holics

means i bru lepas pekene shisha la then baru lepak mcd

now i da blurrr blurrr ayam O.o

ngantok gile weh tapi i nak g joging jap

haha Lol. sempat lagi

x.o.x.o

baby & boboy ;P

reality or fantasy?

2011-01-21T21:23:00.006+08:00

dead or live = live

hard or easy = easy

bad or good = good

happy or sad = happy

being hate or being like = being like

sincere or hypocrite = sincere

reality or fantasy = ???

reality and fantasy

which one do you prefer?

well,

for sure i prefer fantasy

i wish to have that fantasy one

i wish to have wonderful dream

every day every night every hour every second

because in reality i cannot have that wonderful one

fantasi i

i tinggal kat istana indah

ngan my family

istana i ada salji

dikelilingi rumput menghijao

4 musim pon okay gak

i nak bela kuda

so petang2 i leh tunggang kuda i pusing2 istana

and i adalah tuan puteri

just like cinderella

tapi i bukan cam cinderella dulu dulu

i cinderella moden

sebab i cinderella yang sayangi not dibuli

one night,

i g ballroom

i nari nari ngan putera tampan

which is my prince charming

ding dong ~

it's already twelve

so i ran

sebab cinderella xleh balek selepas kul 12

nak cepat punya pasal

i tertinggal my heel behind

then my prince charming kejar i

die terjumpa my heel

and looking for me

then kiteorang jumpa

get married

and having children

live happily ever after

then bla bla bla

panjang plak fantasy i

panjanglaaa

sebab fantasy tak pernah abes

semuanya nampak baek

semuanya nampak indah

i nak prince charming

yang sayang gile gile kat i

sebab

i pon akan sayang dia gile gile gak

i wish to have that

i nak cakap tu je sebenarnya

bye !

warna warni kehidupan

2011-01-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

jeng jeng jenggg !!!

soo inilah jadual waktu i

cantek tak? cakap kuat kuat sket ye

cantek !!!

sape kate tak cantek die bute

gooooood

takde orang bute kat sini

sume pagi except for thursday

oh kelas pagi yang membuatkan i serba salah untuk bangun dari katil -_-

and kelas malam yang membosankan. pfffftt

p/s : warna warni kehidupan - takde motif. terlalu bosan sampai terpaksa melukis orang lidi.

berkorban apa saja

2011-01-15T11:42:00.002+08:00

berkorban apa saja

dia

sanggup berkorban masa

demi si dia

dia

sanggup berkorban harta

demi si dia

dia

sanggup berkorban nyawa

demi si dia

dia

sanggup berkorban apa saja

demi si dia

tapi si dia

tak pernah menghargai apa yang dia buat

kerana si dia lebih menghargai dia yang utama

kerana si dia lebih meyayangi dia yang buta warna

kerana si dia lebih menghargai dia yang tak menghargai si dia

kerana hati si dia bukan untuk dia tapi untuk dia

disebabkan sayang hati si dia tak tao membezakan

yang mana kaca dan yang mana permata

si dia tolonglahh

celikkan mata !!

tanya sama hati

2011-01-10T17:53:00.005+08:00

tanya sama hati saya suka siapa

nanti jawab hati saya suka dia

siapakah dia siapa awak suka

nanti jawab hati i have no idea

saya naik geram saya emo semacam

hati tolong saya jawab the soalan

hati saya buntu lidah jadi kelu

dia tu siapa saya pon tak tahu

saya asking lagi hati suka siapa

nanti jawab hati saya suka dia

saya suka dia saya suka dia

siapakah dia i have no idea

tanya sama hati

-_-

i am nocturnal

2011-01-04T03:34:00.006+08:00

Tahu maksud nocturnal?

nocturnal = makhluk yang aktif di waktu malam seperti burung hantu dan kelawar.

Tak salah menjadi nocturnal tapi menjadi nocturnal, anda secara tidak sedar telah menukar biological clock anda.

Kalau anda berjaga malam,anda akan lebih letih daripada orang yang tidur secukupnya. Berjaga di waktu malam atas sebab-sebab tak penting memberi banyak kemudaratan dari manfaat. Dari segi fizikal,jika anda seorang yang berjaga malam,pasti di bawah mata anda akan ada lebam-lebam yang menunjukkan anda kurang tidur. Badan anda pun lenguh-lenguh. Yang paling menakutkan,anda berkemungkinan untuk menghadapi sindrom Insomnia iaitu sindrom tidak boleh tidur malam.

Kenapa sindrom ini berbahaya?

Sindrom ini ada 2 peringkat,peringkat awal yang biasa dan peringkat kritikal. Biasanya orang yang tidak tidur malam akan menghadapi sindrom awal iaitu seperti menghadapi kesukaran bernafas dan fragmented sleep(tidur putus-putus). Keadaan menjadi lagi teruk pabila si mangsa yang merasai kesukaran untuk bernafas cuba untuk mengawal nafasnya sehingga dia terlebih oksigen(hyper ventilation). Tanda-tandanya mudah,bila dia ingin bernafas,dia lebih mudah untuk menguap dan air mata keluar dari matanya. Apabila keadaan ini dibiarkan begitu lama,anggota badannya mula kebas dan akhir sekali,dia akan tumbang.

Itu dari segi saintifik,dari segi pandangan Islam kalau dirujuk semua kitab-kitab lama,tiada seorang pun sahabat atau imam-imam besar yang mengamalkan budaya nocturnalsepertimana kebanyakan kita amalkan. Hatta Rasulullah sendiri tidur awal.

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so adakah anda nocturnal?

kalo anda nocturnal, jom ubah gaya hidup anda.

p/s : it's already 3.50 am and i'm still up. *wtfish

play girl play ground

2011-01-03T03:57:00.008+08:00

Play girl - a woman devoted to the pursuit of pleasurable activities

ayat senang

play girl means perempuan yang ramai kekaseh

couple ngan laki tu

couple ngan laki ni

tak pon perempuan yang suke maen maen kan lelaki

camtu la lebih kurang

if scandal is consider as playgirl

so i am play girl

maybe i am play girl

tapi i'm not pel*r girl

LOl

tp tu dulu dulu

zaman muda remaja

sekarang tak la kot

adakah i play girl now?

adakah adakah adakah?

no i think i'm not

heee

now i mengamalkan prinsip kawan

sume i kawan

tapi people misunderstood me

i ramai kawan lelaki

and i suke kua ngan lelaki

so maybe nampak cam i ni playgirl

padahal i kawan

bukannya berkaseh kasehan

kawan dan berkaseh kasehan is different okay

i suke kawan ngan lelaki sebab i memang suke lelaki

LOL

sebab lelaki sangat simple & flexible

perempuan lebih cepat tersinggung dan merajuk

that's me ;p

so kalo kawan ngan perempuan ni

i kene jaga perasaan diorang sketla

i plak jenis malas nak jaga perasaan orang

pastu cakap ikot sedap mulut je

in the end ade la yang terasa aty la itu la ini la

so that's why la i suke kawan ngan lelaki

sebab i cakap pape pon diorang tak amek hal sangat

errrr yekee??

walaopon perempuan cepat tersinggung and merajuk

tapi i tetap suke kawan ngan perempuan :)

i bukan nak kutuk kaum perempuan sebab i pon perempuan

it's just i cakap ape yang i rase betol

tak betol pon i iyakan jek

hehe

so people out there

dont judge a book by it's cover

don't judge me by looking with whom i am meeting up

or friend with

judge urself first then u can judge me.

1 1 11

2011-01-01T04:57:00.004+08:00

1.1.2011

happy new year 2011

kejap je mase berlalu

sedar sedar da 2011

masuk tahun baru azam pon kene lahh baru kan

and since azam has been taken

my new azam is find myself a man

rancangan 3 tahun 2011 - 2015

macam dasar ekonomi baru je

tapi ni dasar mencari kekasih

LOL

next wish i hope this is my last sem la

graduate la plak

dop saboh nak amek degree pahceross

then sambung master kalo boleh

insya Allah

angan angan yang agak tinggi

ah suke aty ah

lagi kurangkan aktiviti mengeluarkan diri dari sangkar emas

atao lebih tepat melepak

bab lepak ni i lemah sket

aty i xleh tolak kalo orang ajak i kua

so pls pls

tolong jangan ajak i ye

next kurangkan mencarut

oh i suke mencarut

rase cam puas gitu

tapi skang da kene kurangkan

mencarut bile perlu

yess !!

last but not least

menjadi perempuan yang baek2

anak solehah gitu

ngeee

i harap sume azam i termakbul

insya Allah

and most forgot

selamat kembali ke UITM

what the fish !! *sigh

bye 2010

i'm proud to be malaysian

2010-12-30T04:05:00.005+08:00

hye hello assalamualaikum !!

sorry pasal baru update blog
baru ade mase
cam bese ah koya bz

i nak update pasal bola MALAYSIA vs INDONESIA
Piala Suzuki AFF
chewahh detail gitu

tak kesah la da lame pon
i nak update gak

actually, i bukan nak update sangat *kantoii
tapi disebabkan i g tengok bola kat bukit jalil
di kelilingi lelaki lelaki malaysia yang macho
tough smart handsome sume yang berkenaan
so harus update lahh
nak nunjuk gamba2 nih
ngade sket
eh banyak kot
what everrr lahh !!

MALAYSIA vs INDONESIA
lawan kt bukit jalil MALAYSIA 3-0
and td lawan kat indonesia, MALAYSIA 1-2

and guess who's the winner
xyah guess lah
da tao sape menang kan
of cos MALAYSIAA lahh
tulisan MALAYSIA bg besa sket so u all nampak ngan jelas

Harimau Malaya la katakan
aummmmmm~

i'm proud to be malaysian
ceh !!

baru arini nak proud proud
haha. LOL

before ni proud je
tapi bile MALAYSIA menang
Piala Suzuki AFF
*lagi skali
i lagi proud
first time plak tuh
so of cosla i suke
excited melompat lompat

so bile da menang kan
tetibe je pemaen pemaen bola jadi feymes
and the top is KHAIRUL FAHMI & SAFEE

before ni i tak kenal pon sape mamat mamat nih
malam ni name due ketul mamat nih berkeliaran kt wall i
fahmi itu fahmi ini safee itu safee ini
ngan wall i tercemar skali
what the fish !!
haha

pasni harus tengoklah bola

gedik je :P

chop chop !!
bukan tengok kat tv
tp kat stadium and LIVE
sebabnye i nak tengok lelaki lelaki malaysia yang macho
tough smart handsome bla bla bla

oh gedik lagi

whatever it is,
i'm proud to be malaysian

nah gamba

sket sket dahla ;)

enjoysz

terlajak kata

2010-12-21T05:07:00.006+08:00

terlajak perahu boleh di undur

terlajak kata boleh di tarik balik

haha

boleh tarik balik ke?

cakap je tarik balik boleh

tapi memang tak boleh tarik lah

kalao la i boleh tarik balik kata kata i

i nak tarik balik kata kata i

kata kata i yang membabi bute

kata kata i yang menyakitkan aty

kata kata i yang tidak menyenangkan

kata kata i yang ape ape lah

yank coba kau jujur padaku
yank foto siapa di dompetmu
yank kok kamu diam membisu
sayang jawab atau ako pergi sayang

okay stop

tapi itu kalao

sekarang ni kalao tu tak mungkin berlaku

i tak boleh tarik balik kata kata i

so ape yang i boleh buat adalah

berbuat bodoh

eh tak tak

ape yang boleh buat adalah memintak maaf

sometimes i don't realize what i said or did

makes some people misunderstood

makes some people hurts

atao sebenarnye i realize tapi i saje wat camtu

sebab i sakit aty ngan orang tu

so i balas balik

bia same same sakit aty

same same rase

maybe i rase best bile i leh wat camtu

but then i rase nyesal

i rase nyesal sangat sangat

tu lah

mase cakap taknak plak pikir

bile da terlepas cakap

nak nyesal nyesal la plak

so padan muke i

sape suh terlepas cakap

p/s : lenkali pikir dulu sebelum buat or cakap pape. kalo xleh pikir duk diam diam je. takyah cakap pape.

why KK?

2010-12-19T04:07:00.008+08:00

mase kecik2 dulu kawan2 i pggl i kamilah
dari i tadika then masuk sekolah rendah
sampaila sekolah menengah

then masuk form 4 i tuka skolah teknik
my friend still use this name kamilah
to call me

but then it's turned to kaykay@KK

who give this name to me?
this person hanif my BFF :)
he give me that name

i tnye nape KK
die ckp pggl KK la senang sket
so xde la tertuka ngan cikgu kamilah

btw kat skolah tu ade cikgu name kamilah
kamilah kamilah kamilah
due2 ngaku kamilah
so untuk mengelakkan kesalahfahaman
si hanif pggl i KK
pastu kawan2 i yang laen pon pggl i KK gak

after SPM i masuk uitm
i gune name KK
but got another KK in my class
which is kartika malini

so i decided to del a K
and left another K
so it's kay and sometimes kumi

weird?
i dont think so
kumi seems nice
and it's somehow is my blog name

erm, i pon xtao nape kumi
maybe kumi is different from others
thinking to change my blogname
but maybe later on lahh

lagi satu rahsia
kalo dulu2 i maen friendster,myspace,ym ke hape
i prefer nurul
tapi tu dulu2 lah :p

now kay or KK lahh
but some others still call me kamilah

my housemates??
they call me uyu
name manjaa nih. GAHAHA
my family & my childhood friends + my neighbourhood je yang pggl i uyu or nurul
housemates i pggl i uyu sebab mimie cun pggl i uyu so diorang pon bantai je

KK - wonder what does it mean
probably kamilah kiut?
LOL

whatever it is, i love this name !!

p/s : Thanks hanif ;p. Thanks to my abah & mama vogue also for given my name Nurul Kamilah which means cahaya kesempurnaan. nobody's perfect but hell yeah imperfection makes us perfect. so just accept me the way i am and so do i.

random pic. PEACE !!

hantu mak limah

2010-12-11T03:04:00.004+08:00

helloo

i baru balek dr mesra mall
menonton cite antu mak limah
ngan eni & budak2 nakal

padahal i bru je sampai umah from ipoh
then terus bersiap2 g mesramall plak
tak reti letih ke?
tak. i tak reti letih. LOL :)

smpai je mesramall
amek tiket
i booking tiket 9 je
tapi we all ade 10 orang
sebab ade budak pra matang ikot skali
which is si kerii :)

buah aty baru i
bajet nak tambah tiket
tapi sume sold out

tiket wayang macam goreng pisang panas

sekejap je abes

sume cite lak tu

agaknye kalo jual i ngn tiket tu

mane lagi laku?

tiket la kot -_-

aishhh

~okay sambung2

disebabkan tiket tak cukup
so time nak masuk tu
we all pon wat la pembolokan2
bawak msk pendatang haram

haha

naseb baek si keri tu kecik je
so bleh ah die duk ngn kerum belengas
kalo tak .. sendiri mao pikirlaa

pas abes tengok cite tu
we all kua dr mesra mall
then benti kat kerteh kot
pekena roti tempayan

kenyang perot suke atii
balek umah leh la tido kan

otw balek umah
then we all nampak ade accident
kete & moto

we all pon benti ah

at first i ingatkan kete tu terbabas seko diri

bile dtg dekat barulah pasan ade moto

accident tu panas2 lagi
da ah jln kt situ gelap
nsb baek nmpk lampu kete tu
kalo tak mmg xtao ah ade accident

pakcik y bwk motosikal tu teruk gak ah
i pon xtao pasal i tengok gitu2 je
si driver kete tu plak siap melarikan diri
sebab takot kene belasah
ye ah sebab die g langgar moto tu
mane tak kene belasah
hahaha
bodoh betol

pastu ade ah 4 5 orang hero remaja
(hero la sangat)
g kejar driver tu tapi xjumpe

sebab die menyorok masuk utan ke xtaolah

lame gak ah kiteorang lepak kat situ

tunggu ambulans punye ah lame
lembab nak mampos

otw balek umah baru la nmpak siren
tu pon pertahanan awam
not the ambulance from hospital

kalo orang nak beranak
i rase diorang terberanak dulu
baru ambulance sampai T_T

ni ah si kerii :) buah aty baru i

sempat lg i snap pics mase orang tengah sebok2 duk col ambulance whatsoeverr ;p

k ah
i da ngantok

nak tido lak

night all ~

the ice-creamyy

2010-12-10T03:51:00.014+08:00

the waiter. hehe

no lahh. he's my ayah de.

at strawberry cafe with ayah de, eni, danish, ain & daniel

having the ice creamy super yummy :D

berundur atao harapan?

2010-12-09T14:01:00.007+08:00

"hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih"

"usaha selagi mampu"

kdg2 i rase pepatah2 ni tak brape betol ah

yess
memangla kalo kite usaha
kite akan dpt pe yang kite nak
tapi i rase
tak sume yang kite nak
kite akan dapat

walao sekuat mane pon
walao segigih mane pon kite usaha
kalo Allah da tetapkan
ia bukan milik kite
usaha la sekuat mane pon
ia tetap bukan untuk kite

so kite sebagai hambanya
kene terima la ape yang telah ditetapkan

tak salah untuk usaha
tapi kalo da tao usaha tu sia sia
so what the heck??
maybe u should just forget about that

-berundur is better than to give someone a hope

berundur atao memberi harapan?

i harapkan harapan
tapi kalo harapan itu memeritkan
so i pilih pengunduran

berundur tak bererti mengalah
berundur tak bererti membenci

kalo berundur makes u happy
so it's berundur

mungkin kite mmg tak ditakdirkan untuk bersama -_-

MA

2010-12-08T19:53:00.005+08:00

hye !!

i suke maen angin

tapi yeke i suke maen angin?

betol2 or maen angin?

maen angin or betol2?

it's up to u lahh nak pilih yang mane

aty i, i je yang tao

bye.

Dadali - Disaat Aku Mencintaimu

2010-11-29T17:25:00.001+08:00

mode : jiwang

new hair -_-

2010-11-27T04:53:00.003+08:00

hye !!

so today i went out to ah siangg with mr popeye

because he wanted to cut + dye his hair

and i wanted to cuci my hair

(saje gedik adop keje)

after finished with the hair

went to kedai tepi pantai makan makan

duan rakus tagged along

then meeting with cik nisa

having some cit chat pluss gossiping :)

p/s : btw, mase i cuci rambut i ade potong sket

mase kt kedai tu cam okay

now i balek umah

my hair da xokayy

sakit aty je tgk rambut i lame2

mode : nyesal -_-

mr popeye with new hair cut

joging-gu

2010-11-26T12:54:00.011+08:00

Friday morning rain is falling

Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew~

this is view from half-top of bukit bauk

first time i joging kat bukit bauk

da la i tak tido dari semalam

then pagi pagi pegi joging ngan budak2 nakal

tetibe jadi hyper active

hoho

track kt atas bukit bauk cam haram

u all kene naek skali then u all rase ah ape yang i rase

nak maki hamun pon ade gak

letih siott joging + jalan lenggang2

then after joging + breakfast

i & budak2 nakal memboloskan diri ke dalam hutan plak

sebab si daniel nak mandy pacor

pacor means air sungai kot

i reke je ni

tapi lebih kurang cam air sungai la

nak masuk ke pacor tu macam2 halangan

bukan setakat redah hutan

kene redah selut gemelut

cam shitty

disebabkan i ni penumpang

so takdela nak maki hamun sangat

duk diam diam sudah

sampai je pacor sesi menyelam la plak

by duyung duyung versi jantan

i nak menyelam tapi sehelai sepinggang

so i tengok je smbil rendam kaki lam air

(konon cute ah)

kul 12 lebih i sampai umah

muke nak mampos da ni

letih gile but it's worth :)

it's time to sleep

so night all

to budak2 nakal : korang jangan lupa semayang jumaat. i tido dulu yeh. hehe. zzzZz

my cousin

2010-11-25T01:37:00.002+08:00

this little baby, Mia is my ayah su's daughter

comel gile & suke senyumm

geram geram. cam i je

LOL ;p

The Saturdays - Higher

2010-11-24T03:35:00.000+08:00

friday's out

2010-11-20T02:12:00.009+08:00

semalam i & budak budak busuk

(aizat bubu, duan rakus, mr popeye, dien vandetta & wan muda)

keluar outing ke MESRA MALL :))

satu satunye mall yang ade wayang kat terengganu

suke ah orang orang ganu. HEH

excited nak tgk movie

almaklumlah before ni takde wayang kat terengganu

so bile ade wayang ni i kene la gune peluang ni betol2

then we met kerum belengas there sbb kerum melipat ngan family die

tapi lipatan kerum kemas sbb die beli tiket untuk i sume

so takde la susah2 i nak beli tiket :D

thanks ye kerum belengas

while waiting for the movie

we all bergalopan dulu

then tgk harry porter

standard harry porter la sihir sihir gitu

tapi ending bolok sket

tapi adop hal pon

asal bleh tengok sudoh

abes harry porter, we all makan2 & maen bowling

first time maen bowling ngan budak2 busuk

sangat bengong

HAHA

abes bergalopan

we all pon balek :)

tapi before balek makan nasi minyak luh seround

kenyang perot suke aty

pastu mampos

AIDILADHA

2010-11-18T03:57:00.005+08:00

salam aidiladha 2010

raya aji taun ni mama i mogok tak nak masak

mama i suh kiteorang makan kt umah ayah teh je

so kiteorang pon menebalkan muke g menjamu selera umah ayah teh

hehe.. thanks ye che teh

susah2 je masak nasi minyak untuk i

da kenyang tu, sesi amek gamba la kan

hah, ni lagi satu hal

i cukup menyampah ngan eni sengal

sebab slalu je complaint i amek gamba die tak cantek

nak comel2 mu amek gambo sndiri ah eni

kuang3

first time i pakai jubah ;p

cun tak i? LOL

wekkk

p/s : salam aidiladha to along, dikwan and la nino

miss u all lahh

kawan part2

2010-11-13T06:06:00.004+08:00

i tak perlu kawan yang kaya tapi kedekut

i tak perlu kawan yang cantek tapi aty busuk

i tak perlu kawan yang bijak tapi sombong

yang i perlu

kawan yang betol betol kawan

kawan yang leh share everythings

kawan susah and kawan senang

i tao sume orang ade kelebihan and kekurangan

so pandai2 la nak adapt kan

kalo i salah u tegur i

kalo u salah i tegur u

i pon tak harap bile i kawan ngan u

u must be like this or like that

u can't do this or can't do that

just be yourself lah

i kawan ngan u bukan sebab i kene ikot u

or u kene ikot i

i kawan ngan u sebab u lahh

bukannya nak suh u jadi i or someone else

i gila kawan

tapi kalo kawan menyakitkan aty

buat ape i nak berkawan

i lebih rela takde kawan

i tak kesah pon sorang2

i tak sakit aty

dan i tak sakitkan aty orang

kalo u dah sedia nak jadi kawan i

silakan

tapi kalo u nak jadi kawan i

semata semata nak sakitkan aty i

u boleh blah

sebab i tak perlu that kind of kawan

oh sooo annoyingg lahh !!

mr popeye

2010-11-11T23:38:00.005+08:00

mesti u all wonder kan who's mr popeye?

this is mr popeye =)

handsome kan??

wekkkk

so today i went out to night market ngan si popeye

jengjeng ~

pastu i terserempak ngan si gadis gebu

ni first time i met ngn si gadis gebu

agak gebu la seperti yang digembar gemburkan

aummm ~

tapi i tak sempat nak tilik lame lame

ye ah, i takot die perasan lak i tilik die

mr popeye cakap die geram je ngan si gadis gebu

as ratu gosip

i suke la gosip gosip hangat camni

i pon apalagi

kuarkan handphone then

jari jari i laju je text kerum belengas

bla bla bla

kerum belengas cakap die tak kesah pon kalo share ngan mr popeye

(padahal lam aty bekoks je)

'kalo nak ejah sendiri ah' - kerum belengas

lam erti kata laen kerum belengas xmo bg si gadis gebu kat mr popeye

tapi wat wat murah aty nak share

kikiki

after pusing sini pusing sana

abes shopping i pon blah

oh ye, thanks mr popeye

for the treat and of cos for the topup :)

p/ s : sorry, pic from behind je. i kelam kabut td. tak sempat nak snap pic banyak2.

is that true?

2010-11-10T17:24:00.003+08:00

When a girl cries for a boy it means she miss him a lot.
When a boy cries for a girl it means no one in this world

can love the girl more than that boy.

Is that true?

hey chuck

2010-11-10T05:24:00.002+08:00

hey chuck

say those three words

eight letters and i'm yours~

damn !!! i nak lelaki cam chuck. tak kire ah.

gossip girl

2010-11-08T18:23:00.017+08:00

ilovegossipgirl

the actors & the actresses :

BLAIR WALDORF

Blair is often portrayed as haughty, shallow, intelligent, and scheming.

Despite her uptight, frivolous nature, she works for everything she's ever gotten, in contrast to Serena, and despite her snobbish ways, she is a good friend and constantly looks out for those she cares about. She is described as a stunning and beautiful brunette of medium height.

CHUCK BASS
Cynical, world-weary, handsome and suave, Chuck has no qualms about living life on the edge. The childhood best friend of Nate, his reputation of womanizing and a patron of baser habits make them complete opposites. Instead of he 'bad boy' of the group, Chuck also demonstrates a nicer side.
Chuck and Blair playing games to keep their relationship interesting.

SERENA VAN DER WOODSEN

Serena's past as the partying girl.

She is described as being breathtakingly beautiful and tall with blonde hair that commonly appears horribly windblown and unkemp.

NATE ARCHIBALD

Torn between Serena and Blair – both of whom he has romantic histories with,

the so-called golden boy also frequently finds himself making life decisions.

His closest friend is Chuck Bass.

VANESSA ABRAMS

The childhood best friend of Dan Humphrey.

DAN HUMPHREY

A loner.

The childhood best friend of Vanessa Abrams.

JENNY HUMPHREY

A little sister of Dan Humphrey.

Jenny is impressionable and becomes the pawn of several characters.

ilovegossipgirl

u pandu i gila

2010-11-08T00:52:00.003+08:00

Baby, I'm so into you

You got that somethin, what can I do

Baby, you spin me around

The Earth is movin, but I can't feel the ground

Every time you look at me
My heart is jumpin, it's easy to see

You drive me crazy
I just cant sleep
Im so excited, I'm in too deep
Ohh...crazy, but it feels alright
Baby, thinkin of you keeps me up all night

Tell Me, you're so into me
That i'm the only one you will see
Tell me, i'm not in the blue
That i'm not wastin, my feelings on you~

mode : still crazy

it's easy but it's not

2010-11-07T14:39:00.009+08:00

i used to think

i had the answers to everything

but now i know

life doesn't always go my way

feels like i'm caught in the middle~

now i realized

it's easy to talk

but it's hard to do it

it's easy to give an opinion

but it's hard to make it

it's easy to give an advise

but it's hard to deal with it

i think it's easy because i am not in that situation

but now i know it's so hard since i've experienced it

i am confused

i can't think well

i don't have the idea what to do

let say if

if i did something wrong

i apologized

because my brain is freezing

and i can't think wisely

my brain says no

but my heart says otherwise

tell me what u say

should i just stand still or

follow the flow?

happy birthday love

2010-11-07T02:19:00.008+08:00

happy birthday to u

happy birthday to gedik

happy birthday to u

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADILA KOYA

miss u soo much

muahhhhh muahhhh muahhhh

stalker stalking

2010-11-04T04:08:00.003+08:00

hey you !!

yes you, you stalker

are you stalking me?

best tak stalking i?

tak sangka ade gak orang nak stalking i

i thought i'm the one yang stalking orang

da rase cam artis plak

pfffttt

stalk la kalo u nak stalk pon

bukannya i luak pape pon kan

enjoy your stalking btw miss paparazzi !

life as we know it

2010-11-02T12:49:00.006+08:00

sorry rick

i curang ngan u

semalam i dating ngan josh

i rase i erm erm

i da jatuh chenta kat u la josh

tapi i rase u yang jatuh chenta kat i kan kan??

ngaku jelaa

betol tak?

okay betol, u jatuh chenta kat i

kita sama2 jatuh chentaa

to rick

kite clash

sebab i da jatuh chenta kat josh

and die da proposed i

i sayang u tapi i sayang josh more than u

i'm sorry okay

u cari jela girl laen

kite takde jodoh

u take care

life as we know it

josh

i love you !

3OH!3 - Double Vision

2010-10-30T19:04:00.006+08:00

I'm thinking maybe, I can't have relationships.
'Cause lately, they're not making any sense.
And baby, you're the one thing on my mind but that can change anytime.

'Cause there's so many fine men,
That my head is spinnin',
And I've lost all feelin',
Everybody's singin',
Like, hey na na na hey-hey na na na na
Hey na na na hey-hey na na na na.

i tak boleh

2010-10-30T01:55:00.002+08:00

i cakap i benci u

i da tak nak layan u

tapi tak

i tak boleh la

i tak boleh benci u

i tak boleh tak layan u

i tak tao la

aritu i da tekad

tapi tetibe tekad i terbang

seriously

nape aty i rapuh sangat ni?

okay cukup

tell me

2010-10-28T05:02:00.002+08:00

hye b
dah lame kite tak 'dating' kan?

u okay tak?
kalo tak okay u cakap la
u jgn la simpan sorang2

i nak tanye lebih2
i takot u menyampah lak ngan i
sebab i tao i bukannye gf u
i'm just another girl lam idop u
ala u faham2 sndri la

erm
u selalu cakap i maen2

bila i serious, u cakap i maen2
bila i maen2, u ingat i serious
i tak faham la

tell me
what should i do

i tak nak u susah aty
tapi i wat u susah aty kan?

Hanya satu pintaku untukmu dan hidupku

Baik baik sayang ada aku untukmu

Hanya satu pintaku di siang dan malammu

Baik baik sayang karna aku untukmu

(jiwe laa plok.

i tao post ni agak koya.

hell yeah.

i memang koya pon.

dush dush !!)

apa nak jadi?

2010-10-28T03:57:00.007+08:00

one paper down
four more to go

huh
nak abes ke empat2 tu peloh tiok2 i

apa nak jadi?

ngan ativiti harian yang melarakan
on9, tido, bermuka buku, berkaraoke
plus aktiviti baru iaitu maen daun terup
bersama partner in crime yang laen
melarakan

apa nak jadi?

duan rakus cakap i penghancur
ye mungkin i adalah sedikit penghancur

tapi
i tak pengaruh atao paksa partner in crime i
diorang ngan willingnya ajak i maen
so i apalagi
sume ni memanggil manggil i
memang i tak tolak la kan

apa nak jadi?

i takleh study
i takleh fokus

apa nak jadi?

nota??
oh i hanya pandang nota sepintas lalu
itu pon kalo i rase nak pandang
selebihnya i akan sorok nota i
supaya i tak rasa bersalah sebab tak study

apa nak jadi?

pastu bila esok paper
baru i meggelabah cari nota nota i

apa nak jadi?

notes, come to momma pls
momma nak belai u all ni
da lame kite tak manje manje kan

apa nak jadi??

speak now

2010-10-26T15:36:00.004+08:00

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends, and her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel
And she is yelling at a bridesmaid, somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not what you thought it would be
I lose myself in a daydream where I stand and say

Don’t say yes, run away now
I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor
Don’t wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out and they said speak now

Fun gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play a song that sounds like a death march
And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems that I was uninvited by your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle like a pageant queen
But I know you wish it was me, you wish it was me
Don’t you?

Don’t say yes, run away now
I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor
Don’t wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out and they said speak now

Don’t say yes, run away now
I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor
Don’t wait or say a single vow
Your time is running out and they said speak now

I hear the preacher say speak now or forever hold your peace
There’s the silence, there’s my last chance
I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me
Horrified looks from everyone in the room
But I’m only looking at you

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

Don’t say yes, run away now
I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the backdoor
Don’t wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out and they said speak now

And you say lets run away now
I’ll meet when I’m out of my tux at the backdoor
Baby I didn’t say my vows, so glad you were around
When they said ‘Speak now’

a guy and a girl

2010-10-24T01:57:00.007+08:00

A guy
and a girl
can be friend

but

at one point
or another

they will fall for each other

maybe temporarily
maybe at the wrong time
maybe too late

or

maybe FOREVER

sucks

2010-10-24T01:29:00.009+08:00

it's been a week i am staying at home
so tommorrow i'll be back to shah alam
gonna sit for my first paper on monday

er.. seems i'm not ready to sit for the exam yet
ughh i don't know

reading is soooo bored
and i don't have the idea what i've read
sucks !!

gonna miss my home
and yaya, nysaa & the boyfie
takecare ya

don't expect to much

2010-10-21T01:51:00.008+08:00

kartika malini

about Mr X
i know your feelings
seems i've experienced it earlier

maybe u just should forget about him
and try harder to find ur mr right

ur mr right
he is out there
with a wrong girl
so just be patient
he'll meeting u soon

last but not least
GOOD LUCK for ur finale
love u !!

p/s : the best way to avoid disappointment is not to expect anything from anyone. so don't expect to much on them.

my timetable

2010-10-19T19:35:00.006+08:00

25 Oct 9am - ADM601

31 Oct 9am - LAW603

1 Nov 9am - ADM510

3 Nov 2.15pm - ACC280

14 Nov 2.15pm - ADM602

WISH ME LUCK !!!

hate this

2010-10-15T18:16:00.003+08:00

i need to go back home

i da serabut duk kat sini

serabut gile gile

i nak nangis

tapi i takleh nak nangis kuat kuat

pasal i malu

nnti my roomie dengar i nangis

tak cool la

kalo i nak nangis i kene secretly nangis in the bathroom

or on my bed and cover my face with my blanket

oh tak best tak best

tak lepas

i nak nangis kuat kuat okay

i nak nangis sampai mata i bengkak gila

i nak nangis sampai i takde suara

i nak nangis puas puas

pasal pasni i taknak nangis da

i tak nak nangis sebab bodoh ni

i rase geram sangat

tapi i tak tao i geram kat sape

i tak tao nak marahkan sape

i tak tao nak salahkan sape

or maybe i should blame myself for letting that things happened

but seriously i didn't ask for this

it's just come cross and i'm stuck

i pon tak tao nape i leh jadi camtu

but now i'm trying to fix it

hate it !!

looking for a passion

2010-10-11T00:48:00.006+08:00

study mane?

uitm shah alam

oh jauhnye. amek cos mende?

corporate admin aka pentadbiran korporat

ooo..jd corporate la pasni bla bla bla

corporate ke? ako tak rase cam corporate langsung

keparat ade laa

ako tak taola

ako rase ako blaja ni semata mata blaja

tak tahu mende langsung

ako tak dop aty pon nak blaja skang

no no bukan tak dop aty

ako nak blaja

tapi bukan amek cos ni

ako tak tao bkpe ako takleh g ngan cos ni

maksud takleh g sini bukannye xleh g ngan kete ke mende

bukan

maksudnya cannot go, takleh terima

nak g kelas pon style malas

ako nak cos laen

cos yang ako suke

cos yang ako minat

interior designer ke

photographer ke

musician ke

chekgu PJ a paling kurang

ngarot dos ako

ako tak taola

pasal cita cita ako lame dos terkubur ekpom

i need a passion

passion yang wat ako nak g kelas sokmo

passion yang wat ako semangat nak blaja

passion yang wat ako komited ngan blaja

so now i'm looking for a passion

agak agak bile ako akan dpt passion tu?

ako tunggu

top 2

2010-10-11T00:33:00.005+08:00

ranking orang paling sayang by Mr Spiderman

1. miss malaysia

2. Kumi the gojes

3. miss malaysia

Lol. sweet

touching weh !! HAHA

saya memang bolok

2010-10-10T21:49:00.006+08:00

i think that the closer you are to that person

the further that the person is from you

even though he's always so close

yet he's far away

really hate this feeling

when i have to secretly keep it

'saya suka'

it seems to be the hardest word

to say it

saya suka tapi saya tak suka

saya benci tapi saya tak benci

saya sayang tapi saya tak sayang

saya tak tao apa yang saya nak

i hate the part

when i have to think what he's thinking

saya curios

sebab saya tak tao apa yang dia fikir

apa yang dia nak

saya nak tao apa yang dia fikir

apa yang dia nak

tu je saya nak tao

then it settle

sebenarnya saya lebih tertarik untuk tao

adakah dia suka saya ;p

sepertimana saya suka dia

please be honest with me

suka cakap suka

tak suka cakap tak suka

tapi saya harap dia suka saya

sebab saya suka dia

tapi kalo dia tak suka saya

saya akan terima seadanya

(mungkin sedikit terkilan dan sedih)

walaopon susah untuk terima

tapi saya akan cuba sebab

aty dan perasaan takleh nak paksa

papepon

saya tetap senang aty

sebab

dia menyenangkan aty saya

dan saya akan lebih senang aty

kalao dia pon suka saya

susahnya bila aty dah suka

sebab sume menda saya akan suka

dan susahnya bila aty dah suka

sebab saya akan wat menda2 yang saya suka

saya cuba untuk tidak bertindak di luar batasan

tapi kadang2 tindakan mengatasi akal fikiran

saya cuma suka

salah ke?

tapi suka tu wat saya tak senang

or am i too obsessed to him??

sorry

i don't have the answer

kenapa perlu suka

dan kenapa dia

saya tak faham

saya dah tak larat

saya dah tak sanggup

cukuplah sekali saya rasa

as for now

it's just enough being friend with him

i don't need him to be my boyfriend

as long as i know he's single

dan dia suka saya

that's all

laen2 hal saya tak amek kisah (yeke??)

saya tao sume ni ridicilous

but what supposed i do

i can't help it

it's just come cross to my mind

am i crazy??

yes!!

seriously,i think i am

aty cukuplah wat ako camni

it's enough

i am sick of this

for god sake

i don't know what i want

somebody

please help me

tolong kejutkan saya dari mimpi

apa yang pasti

realiti tak seindah mimpi

the truth is

saya memang bolok

2.40am

(saya terbaca sesuatu dan sesuatu tu membuatkan aty saya tak senang. saya nak tao situasi sebenar.bia saya faham.bia saya give up. sebab selagi saya tak tao the truth situation saya takkan give up. saya taknak aty saya terluka sebab luka tu akan amek masa untuk sembuh. dan saya taknak aty saya terluka sebab aty saya cuma satu bukan dua.aty saya bukan gula gula yang boleh dimakan atao maenan yang boleh dimaenkan.)

birthday lagiii

2010-10-08T14:54:00.009+08:00

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to ahmad ridhuan

happy birthday to you

happy born day duan

may success be yours always

peace !!

my kesayangan

2010-10-08T06:56:00.002+08:00

si gedik adila

adam

si debab tsaqif

adib

my kesayangan

niece & nephew

love them very much

sayang mereka sangat sangat

birthday boy

2010-10-06T05:04:00.012+08:00

disebabkan ako bosan and takde keje nak wat

(ako tipu je. actually ako ade report nak kene ato esok tapi ako pura pura tak dop keje)

makanya ako telah mengambush hanif for celebrating birthday boy

saje la nak wat suprise kononnye (sweet tak??)

tapi takdela suprise sangat

sebab die da tao ako nak datang HEH

sorryla hanif kaco tengah tengah malam

pastu ako tak ingat nak nyanyi lagu birthday

no no bukan ako tak ingat tapi ako segan

sbb kat kedai tu cam tak sesuai je nak wat bising

tapi takpe. ako nyanyi lam ni je okay

ehemmm !!!

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to hanif

happy birthday to you

tepuk sket

anyway, happy birthday sweet 23 la busuk

may success be yours always

nah, @>---- and lots of love :))

p/s : thanks to yana, mia pina & dae sbb sudi temankan i celebrate birthday boy ;)

study study zzzz

2010-10-05T03:51:00.005+08:00

sangat sangat exhausted

erm, mane tak exhausted kalo subuh bru nak tido plus
doing aktiviti baru iaitu
berenang renang renang dan renang

i rase macam duyung je
abes lenguh satu badan
padahal baru berenang dua ari
wekkk

got quiz tommorrow and
finale is just around the corner

tp i still on9 and doing nothing
kesedaran nk study sgt rendah

ikotkan aty banyak lg i nak mencarot
tp i da tak larat

i nk study sket
so i stop kat sini lu

chow cincau

thinking of you

2010-10-03T03:08:00.011+08:00

boo,

i miss u lahhhh

bile kite nak hangout same same nih?

mood : hambar

the engagement

2010-10-02T23:46:00.008+08:00

*the engagement*

maaf maaf

it's not my engagement

it's my beloved bro engagement

i nye engagement lambat lagi kot

hehe

erm, i agak frust sbb takleh balek

i nak balek dan i da plan nak balek

but something happened out of sudden

last minute. i pon xleh nak watpe

nak beli tiket pon tak sempat

so untuk menutup rase bersalah i

i post this entry special for you

duan & yana

(ops, ni bukan u fadiana hanafi ;p. yang ni wan juliana. kalo i tak salahla)

congrats bro !!

i tumpang gembira ngan pertunangan u

can't wait for your wedding :)

n e v e r

2010-10-01T15:10:00.003+08:00

you eat, you’re fat. you don’t eat, you’re a freak.

you drink, you’re an alcoholic. you don’t drink, you’re a pussy.

you read, you’re a nerd. you don’t read, you’re stupid.

you tell a secret, you’re an attention seeker. you don’t tell a secret, you’re still attention seeking.

you let someone in, you’re easy. you don’t let someone in, you’re too uptight.

you smoke, you think you’re cool. you don’t smoke, you’re a loser.

you’ve had sex, you’re a slut. you haven’t had sex, you’re a frigid little bitch.

you wear make up, you’re a slag. you don’t wear make up, you’re ugly.

you can’t please anyone.

ever.

rick is mine. bleh gitu?

2010-09-30T03:23:00.005+08:00

okay
ako baru balek dari tengok movie
ngan yana & dae
cam bese ah
ari rabu kan
mesti la tengok movie
marathon step up 3 ngan the hole

ako ketinggalan sket pasal bru tgk step up 3
berminggu minggu nak tengok
ari ni baru bleh
kire okay ah tu
dari doples tengok lasum owp

hero die??
owoss.. daros pusat daros lubang idung
smart laaa.. handsome mbeng
rase nak pelok pon ade
hahah
over lalu

geram ako tgk rick tus
smart sungguh
siyes ako jatuh chentaa dos ni

kalo jadi hubby ako
memang ako kurung lam bilik laa

maaf
ako terover lagi
excited lajok ekpom tengok ke rick

rick, will u marry me?

my bad

2010-09-27T23:19:00.006+08:00

i think i have did something wrong

that makes some people misunderstood

sometimes i treat some people nicely

doesn't mean i'm hoping them to treat me nicely

or doesn't mean that i have that kind of feeling towards them

it's just i loved to

if you are not the person that can accept it

i apologized

and maybe i should remind myself

never across the border

but sometimes i forget the limits that we have

and i don't realized that

it's my bad

i apologized

again

i am not hoping you to treat me nicely as i treat you

it's just enough you being nice to me